Post 032.

today's gone to shit. i was excited to see my brothers but then my dad informs way too late that he's running late. and why can't you just volunteer? "you know what i'd still love to go" instead of making me beg you to drive and come. i hate the phrase "i'll do whatever you want me to" well it makes me come off selfish when i always say "well yeah i'd like you to still come"

i don't know. i'm having a terrible horrible no good very bad day.