but what will it be for those left living? i have never lost a close family member, a close anyone really, and now as my great grandma has been giving a week to live, fear is building inside of me. my great grandma is old and in pain, so i guess it's best to be relieved of the suffering, but who is going to be the foundation of our family. how am i going to feel? to act? to respond? what are the normal responses to death? this woman has always been in my life and her house has been opened to me more times than i can count. her old white wrinkly skin and frail bones always there to hug me and her wrinkle lips to kiss me when i was sick. and how is it that death can tear a family apart. i just want the best for everyone. i just want to know how to cope
hate this.
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