life is made up of a more than a million moments, and each one is different. different in the way you respond or the way a moment responds and effects you. yesterday i was able to experience two things that changed me in two very different ways. the first was one a situation i will never put myself in again. although i was able to gain that outside view on my life i did not like it. i was buried way too deep in my thoughts, somewhere unsafe, and time became my enemy. i also looked into the eyes of the person who means the most to me and mirrored back was a vacant look. a lost, sad, lonely gaze that i never want to see from those eyes again. but at least i am able to say i have gone there and back, degrassi-esque?
then in that same day, i was able to live a moment that other will be hearing about for months, maybe even years to come. although i have seen Ima Robot 4 times before last night, i had never seen them like this. live in a backyard in east los angeles. yes, i was at their secret ela show. early last week my
boyfriend told me his band hello my name is red was opening up for Ima Robot. i waited for saturday all week long and when the night finally came it was better than i could have ever expected. Red had one of the best sets i've seen, and Ima Robot took my breathe away, yet again. They played some of my favorite songs which included, 12=3, alive, and let's talk turkey, but i was also able to be up front dancing and holding hands with both the beautiful AlexEbert and Kiwii. i danced like i'd never danced before and took great pictures with the new flash and color film for my Diana. also there was a ryan gosling sighting (loves it when celebs can be just like us, especially in ela) the night ended with a stop at ihop and cuddles with the baby boii. you can't pick the moments that change your life, but when you feel them happening you can live them to their fullest, it makes life more than interesting.
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