"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
i stare in the mirror. i can never tell when my looks have changed, to me i always look the same, but can that be because i see myself everyday. but, i see my mother everyday and i can tell when she looks different. maybe, it is because i am too close to notice, but how can i step away, step away and see what i've become. how i have both physically and mentally changed since the start of highschool. sure i know how the clothes i wear have varied and changed but i wish i could sometimes be the omnious view of my life. looking down upon the things i have done and the person i am slowly becoming. if anyone knows any methods to remove themselves like this, besides the occasional consumption of drugs, please let me know. i think it would be a facsinating talent to have.
but now, to the original question, "who in the world am i?"
today i was sitting on the bus, people watching as usual, and was preoccupied with wondering if any of the people i saw really knew that answer. i know i don't but i hope to make the rest of my life a quest to finding that answer, kind of like siddhartha
Ah the great puzzle
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